Well its been one year of BJJ and this is how I feel.
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I have developed quite a love hate relationship with it. Was even dreaming about rolling last night and it was a happy dream, for better or worse I am stuck with BJJ.
I keep telling myself that anything that makes me despair this much has got to be good for me. I hope that's true.

I have developed quite a love hate relationship with it. Was even dreaming about rolling last night and it was a happy dream, for better or worse I am stuck with BJJ.
I keep telling myself that anything that makes me despair this much has got to be good for me. I hope that's true.